27 minutes ago was the end of my 38th Birthday. The point of this Cape Cod trip was self-discovery/ I have nade some. I need more. Self-discovery comes with LOTS of tears, introspection, and grief. This Blog is to chronicle my next year of self-discovery. It will be raw and honest and it will be upbeat and positive, as I make strides of success to overcome many of the demons who now plague me.